Currently Listening The Silence in Black and White By Hawthorne Heights see related

My little brother came over last night. It was really good to be able to spend some time with him. I miss the punk. I just wish he'd stay out of trouble. He was talking to Moms about enlisting... that ended up bringing up the subject of the possibility of me still going into the Air Force. :o Parentals still think it's a good idea.Yeah, I wanted to be a pilot. I used to pretend like I was Iceman off  Top Gun when I was younger. Silly, huh?

Bruiser was a handful last night.

Yes, he's getting big. So is Remi. She can't jump in the back of my truck right now. Lard butt.

Hey Donati... I spun a 180 in front of the intersection @ Bonita Lake this afternoon and didn't freak out. Your friendship should have a rating. I think you're negatively influencing me. So yeah, you still gonna show me some tricks when you get back to the South?

My favorite-est 4 yr. old ever is moving to Birmingham. :( I really love that kid.

I wish Camry Jayd would hurry & get here. I bet her mommy & daddy does too.

Currently Listening Kenny Chesney - Greatest Hits By Kenny Chesney She's Got It All see related

Monday, I was late to class because I had a flat tire and changed it. I left my teacher a message explaining I'd be late. She ignored me when class was over as I was questioning whether or not she got my message. Finally, she said, "Yeah. Don't let it happen again." What a whore.

BUT....

Yesterday was pimptastic. :)

Even though I spilled a protein shake inside my truck. :(  

I got flowers at work. the softest cutest  lil' frog too. and a balloon. :)

You know what's better than notes on your windshield? Notes on your dashboard. :)

Thanks for the adorable card sweetness. :)

I have a great video of a hardcore monkey and 2 backup singers... but no sound. Thinking of adding an audio clip. :(

Moms got me something this year. Wow. :)

Kel Smith is my new hero. He saved my butt @ work last night. He deserves a pat on the back. :o

Steven Mercado smells like rotten swamp gas. yuck. :(

I was threatened/promised to be kidnapped if I didn't get time off  for Spring Break. :o

Bosley bit me on my butt. It hurt.

I'm forgiven. :)

I <3 funyuns. :)

Currently Listening All the Right Reasons By Nickelback #5 Saving Me see related

Bad day.

Meh.

Forgive me?

There's this guy... he's great.

//edit//  I was gonna update... but then I got high. No really, gummy worms and a movie's to blame. <3  //end edit//

I've been baking all day procrastinating from doing my speech. Now, I don't know what to do with all the food.

Notes on my windshield make me smile.  I like when friends call or come over for no reason.  I still like to lick the bowl & spoon after pouring the batter.  I'm addicted to gummy worms. I like being scared.  I miss riding around with the windows down, the sunroof back, and the music blaring.  I miss the old tire swing. We're gonna build a treehouse.  I love to write.  I have a notebook full of things I've written but I've only shown a couple of people.  I've had two poems published. I love sports.  I used to get most of the awards at awards night from elementary through high school and be embarrassed about it.  I kinda miss being a nerd now.  I take way too many pictures.  I still have a little tomboy in me.  I like to play rough.  I don't wear my  heart on my sleeve anymore.  I seem to think of the best comebacks two minutes too late.  I've beaten a guy bowling twice, but maybe he just sucked.  I <3 farmer tans.  One of my favorite shirts expresses that.  I miss the summer friendships.  I'm terrified of heights.  I've never been ice skating or skiing.  I want to go fishing.  I don't like making decisons.  I'm anal about little things.  I'm still best friends with my first friend from Quitman.  I'm still close with my other friends from highschool.  I miss the girls night outs & sleepovers @ Chrissy's.  My eyes get greener if I'm upset.  I love water gun fights.  I have a thing for firemen, but Kenny says I'm a "cleat chaser". I miss tennis. I should've tried out for MCC freshman year (but having 2 jobs ruined that idea.)   I like going hunting even if I don't see anything because it's the best quite time. I wish I still had a horse.  I hate when skinny girls say they are fat.  I like playing in the rain & the mud's even better.  I'm a "Paw Paw's girl".

This little guy has a name now: Bruiser. Yep, I got attached. Who would've thunk it. However, Remington seems to think she's his real mom and throws a hissy fit if I want to bring him inside. He's coming with me in the morning to get his shots. 3 puppies down, 5 more to go. Who else wants one?

Today has been long but productive...very productive. I have the coolest boss ever. I love setting my own schedule. The guys @ work are too funny. I <3 my job. I don't think I've ever had a job I liked before. I forgot to have my lab work done @ work. Ooopsie. There's another thing on my to-do list for tomorrow.  Fridays are supposed to be fun. Oh well, @ least I'm off. :)

I was late to World Civ 2 because I was busy  indulging in a Chicken Bacon Swiss Burger from Arby's (yeah, I know.. I know... Kayle) and being "too good to talk" to Kevin and Chance (Dale couldn't eat lunch w/us great people cause he had class like a loser.)  The three capadres were late too. What was your excuse Alyse, Kayle, and Michael? Threesome?

I smell good.

I wish I still had a horse.

I love getting mail except for when it's just a couple of my bills and doctor's appointment reminders. Tonight on top of my stack of envelopes was a letter from my big brother. Somehow it made me want to believe that this month is going to be better from this day on. I sure hope so. January has sucked. Balls.

To a sister I love more than words could ever explain. Thoughts of you run through my mind like a never ending dream. The days are long, and the nights never seem to end. But thoughts of you is how every new day begins. I wish things were some how different but they're not. But always remember your big brother loves you alot. Never doubt my love for it will always remain true. Happy Birthday and remember I love you. [ I <3 my Bubba.]

Isn't he cute? Of course this is the only time he's not being harrassed by Roxie, our Jack Russell.